Good Enough.

Am I good enough? That is what I am constantly thinking about.. Do I do this right? Or did i do it completely wrong. I really am getting so sick of it.  It's almost like it is embeded in my brain.  After everything I do, like volleyball, school work, friends, volleyball, after eat, volleyball, and of course MORE volleyball.  And what is it for? Me, it is all for me. I just have to remember that the only limitiations that I have are the Limitations I set for my self.  So, I have come to this conclusion, STOP limitting my self.  So that is exactly what I am gonna do! Just go out, be myself, and be the best that I can be.

Stacey.

So there's this girl. She is like my best friend of all time. She always seems I get pissed at me when I don't get on here and update my blog enough. Which I try to ! But I do forget. So this is for we. A shout out just to make her feel extra special because I looovvveeee her so much, with all of my heart!

Food.

When all you can eat is liquids, it is then that it really hits you how much food means to you.  I am dying.  In the past 48 hours all that I have had to eat is 2 shakes, icecream, water, and 3 gogurts.  Seems like a lot right? Well I have also lost four pounds in the past 48 hours because I usually eat 5 times that much.  I NEED FOOD. But wait? Why am I not eating? It's because I can't even open my mouth to fit a spoon in it. I can't suck on a straw or else that will give me dry sockets.  I can't chew or else food will get into my gums and have to be sergicly removed.  Looks and sounds bad right? Just think about the people who don't have anything wrong with their mouths, but don't have food to eat.  That would only be 1,000,000,000,000 times worse than this. 

Wisdom Teeth.

Yesterday, at 3:00 I got my wisdom teeth pulled. Not even 24 hours ago I got four teeth pulled.  I thought it would be horendous.  You want to know the worst part about it though? Getting the IV to knock me out.  Oh, and the laughing gas.  That was the worst part.  When they put it on my nose (oh it was so weird!) my whole body went tingly and prickly from my head to my toes.  So now, as all my friends get to go to school, I get to sit at home.  Which normally I wouldn't mind! But I'm in pain, with no one to talk to! Everyone said that my cheeks would be so big and swolen! They aren't at all! They just kill. The inside of my my mouth feels like it rips in half everytime I move it.  Only a few more days and everything will be good! And hopefully today I will get some visitors! I will be pretty sad if I don't. I guess we will see though!

Happy.

What can I say, everything seems to be working out.  I know that everyone goes through tough times.  But just remember when the goin gets tough just do your best to keep your head up. Well I think it is something like that.  Everything seems to be better when we're together.  It doesn't matter who or what comes in our way we will always work things out. I wouldn't give it up for anything, have it any other way. 

Home!

My dear brother and I were so bored on the 12 hour drive there..

But we were SO excited!!!!

The weather was beautiful and I was enjoying it!!

Cabo has a very beatiful beach!

I guess someones pet shark died in the back of their truck?

Best thing ever, we got a different towl animanl everynight!

Not excited to leave Puerto Vallarta after an amazing day at the beach and ziplining!

The night I got back we let off lanterns!

Well I'm finally HOME!!! Yay! I think I was going through with drawls from my two best friends! I didn't talk to either of them for a whole week, well longer! 10 days! I do miss being in the sun all day! And the 80 degree weather, oh it was paradise! All you can eat 24/7! It was fantastic. But now, I am back.  Back to the freezing cold weather, where there is barely any sun.. Oh well. I will try to make the most out of it til summer I guess!

Feelings.

The best feeling is knowing you actually mean something to someone. Although, the worst feeling is knowing that you could lose them at any second. Especially when you have given your whole life to them. The feelings that hurt deep in your chest that dont seem to subside, for almost any reason. And then, you spend time with that person that you seem to mean so much to and it goes away for that moment. And you wish it would never end cause you know as soon as this moment is over; the moment you leave, that the feelings could possibly return.